I'm so tired these few days... so tired at work that I can't work at all. Lotsa deadlines next week. sigh..
Even though i'm feeling tired, I thank God that whenever I need to serve Him, the strength just comes. Whenever I need to meet pple, my sheep, cg, HUP team, etc, strength just came. I know it can only be from God.
Sat morning I went for a late night jog at 2am after meeting the HUP team at Xin Wang Hongkong Cafe @ Kovan. Btw the meeting was goooood! I think the HUP team has a great vision to influence and impact lives through using IT to create a seamless communication platform. Nic, Stanley and Hongyao jia you! Coming back to the jog, it was a nice jog. Knowing that late night jogging is bad for health as it disturb the body from resting, I jog very slowly. Just wanna enjoy the cool of the night, and drain out my thoughts. I like jogging... I havent jog for soo long. I missed it. I really wanna get back my health. My health has deteriorated so much. (today the hairdresser commented that i looked more tired than the previous time she cut my hair). In the past I would jog 2 to 3 times per week. My maximum mileage was 20++ km per week. Now i'm skinny and weak. My knees seems to be giving me problems also. It's hurting much more recently...
Am I getting old? I dun want... I like to be youthful, not just look youthful which can be a problem.. i want to be youthful and mature. Settled and reliable. I want to join marathons, swim, looking pink with health. I have dreams which I hope to pursue. I dun want to be sickly and dull as this is not the life God has for me.
*drained*