Block Leave - 24/12/08 to 4/1/09

Block Leave...

Good:
a. Finally a long break i'm always looking forward to. Really needed the rest alot alot alot.
b. To catch up with my friends
c. To catch up with my ministry planning
d. To pack my super super messed up room
e. For re-collection of the events in this whole year and set my new year resolutions
f. Holiday with my family. For the first time in 26 years (yes, my 26th year is ending soon.. *hint*) i'm going on a holiday with my whole family. I'm really looking forward to this. We are going to Hong Kong and visiting Disneyland there. Papa, mama, ling, hui, zhen, keane, jaden.. ^^
g. Christmas is here! My favorite festival after CNY!

Bad:
a. Work will pile up over the next two weeks
b. To mitigate the piling of work, we are rushing like mad to complete our reports and costing before 23rd comes.
c. We are in the mercy of other consultants and contractor, so even when we wanna rush our work, we need the coorperation of these pple... but not everyone is coorperative. (they dun owe it to us anyway)
d. I will start my 2009 with a deficit of -1.5 days of leave. BECAUSE I DUN HAVE ENOUGH LEAVE LEFT FOR THE BLOCK LEAVE!!! T_T
e. My boss is expecting me to cancel my leave to come back to work!!! YES! She hinted so many times already... sigh... Y??? Should I?? Cos if i cant back, my leave can be reinstated to me... but I need the break badly..

So is it a blessing to have block leave?? what do you think? Another one coming up during the CNY, however that will be a shorter one.. only 2 days more added to the 2 public holidays.

I'm seriously very stressed and tired recently.. spiritually dry, physically worn out, mentally bored down by some issues.. hmm...
I'm keeping my eyes fixed on God, for He has began a good work in me and He will carry it on to completion. Jesus, I need your daily sustainance and joy in my heart. Help me to make sense of all these that are happening.


*though i walk through valley low, i will fear no evil*